Sounds like you've been through something similar as well. I'm glad you can understand.
Transform the art you like. Identify why you like it, and discard the extra stuff in it that doesn't serve you or others. In the process you will create something unique and with good intention. I'm into hip-hop and edm as well, but mostly when I examine what I like about it, it's always the sound or the harmonic vibe, and not the message. Follow your ear and heart and you'll make something amazing.
I'm listening to your album now, and I really dig it. "Envy" has a cool downtempo futurebass edm trap vibe, but it's more musically based. I'm loving the chords on "Interlude (Prayer)". I'm also digging the slidy bass throughout. Good work all around. I'll look forward to more! Keep in touch.